„This is not a circus
So don’t you play me for a clown
How long can emotions keep on goin’ up and down…”

It’s almost a week since i’ve lost my mind…again.

LYRICS:
What do you do when you know
something’s bad for you
And you still can’t let go?

I was naive
Your love was like candy
Artificially sweet
I was deceived by the wrapping

Got caught in your web
And I learned how to bleed
I was prey in your bed
And devoured completely

And it hurts my soul
Cause I can’t let go
All these walls are cavin’ in
I can’t stop my sufferin’
I hate to show that I’ve lost control
Cause I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I
need to walk away from

I need to get away from ya’
I need to walk away from ya’
Get away, walk away, walk away

I should have known
I was used for amusement
Couldn’t see through the smoke
It was all an illusion

Now I’ve been lickin’ my
wounds (licking my wounds)
But the venom seeps
deeper (deeper, deeper)
We both can seduce,
But darling you hold me
prisoner (prisoner)

Oh, I’m about to break
I can’t stop this ache
I’m addicted to your allure
and I’m fiendin’ for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need…
I’m about to break
can’t stop this ache
Gettin’ nothing in return
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And everywhere I turn
I keep going back to one
thing that I need,
To walk away from

I need to get away from ya’
I need to walk away from ya’
Get away, walk away, walk away

Everytime I try to grasp for air
I am smothered in despair,
it’s never over, over
Seems I never wake from this nightmare
I let out a silent prayer,
let it be over, over

Inside I’m screamin’
Begging, pleadin’ no more
Ah,Ahh…

Now what do I do
My heart has been bruised
So sad but it’s true
Each beat reminds me of you

It hurts my soul
Cause I can’t let go
All these walls are cavin’ in
I can’t stop my sufferin’
I hate to show that I’ve lost control
Cause I, I keep goin’ right back
To the one thing that I need…
Oh, I’m about to break
And I can’t stop this ache
I’m addicted to your allure
And I’m fiending for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep goin’ right back
To the one thing that I need…
Oh, I can’t mend
This torn state I’m in
Getting nothing in return
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I
need to walk away from